Justin®徐旭隆

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Sucks

I was born in 1983, which makes me 23 now. When I was 15, I had been thinking a lot about what I wanted 2 do when I grew up. This sounds pro but it's true. Most of the kids would be PS-ing or kao-ing lui at that age. Well I did, but it got boring coz I started pawning everyone in basketball n chicks.

Now that I'm 23, I wish I'm 15. The reason why I feel this way is becoz I realise I haven't achieved anything big enuff to change my life, my future or the world after 23 years. I don't expect myself 2 be able to do reverse dunk at 13 years old but what the hell, I can barely touch the basketball rim at 23 years old. I played the 1st song with a guitar at 14 years old but I can't even play some easy songs after 9 years. I was 170cm at 13 years old but what the heck, I'm only 177cm after 10 years. I was the top student in Physics, BM and English in my secondary school at 17 years old but more n more people got ahead of me the moment I stepped into the university, and what the heck am I doing in medical school when I's so good at Physics and Chemistry? What the heck am I still using government and parents' cash in medical school when every peer at my age has already graduated and started printing cash, buying own car and house? Why the hell should I be upset by a bitchy doctor who is merely 5 years older than I am when I should be mature enuff to know what I'm supposed 2 do?

At this age, I should be like :

Cristiano Ronaldo, being the highest-paid player in Manchester United's history, printing cash like nobody's business and knobbing any chicks he wants.

Tony Parker, winning 3 NBA championships, knobbing Eva Longoria and again, printing cash like his dad owns Microsoft.

Connie Talbot (a bit too young though), singing some shitty songs on the stage 2 win every English's heart.

Jaguar Paw, hunting for char siew in the forest and slaughtering the barbarians.

Peter Petrelli - save the cheerleader, save the world.

The only thing that could make me feel better is to tell myself that doctor is a noble profession. I was doing a mini mental state examination on an elderly male patient the other day. When he was being asked to write a proper sentence with a noun and a verb, he wrote me this : "Doctor is a good profession". That was so sweet, considering he was really confused at that time. It made my day.

I did not regret what I chose although sometimes I wish I could bend the time and space to teleport back to childhood so I could start all over again. I like challenges. I sucked at Bio, and here I am now, dealing with biology every single day.

Good luck 2 me.

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