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Einstein came out with E=mc2, Newton came out with F=ma (well, is it Newton?) Whoever suck-ass scientists they are, i have my own equation that reads H=BM.
This is not a joke. I personally proved this equation flawless in 10 years, from 13 years of age to 23 years of age.
This is not an equation that your grandchildren will study in stupid science books (Alam dan Manusia?), nor an equation that you as a father of 5 will tell your children, "Lim beh ask u 2 remember, u must remember!". However, this equation will last generation after generation, perhaps centuries.
Basically, H=Humans ; BM = Big Mouth (or Bullshitting Monkeys)
I've already become a human for 22 years, and i finally understand why humans are the more intelligent animals. When humans think, they talk nonsense with their big mouths.When they don't think,their nonsense somehow sounds better (which is why we like to keep a dog as a pet, because they simply just bark and it sounds better than humans talking nonsense).
I came out with this equation because i lived with it for the past 10 years. In these 10 years of life, i have been associated with quite a number of chicks. I'm not proud of that. In fact, i'm very irritated with how people around me gossip and spread rumours about anything which dun even exist.
I love my secondary school.I'm proud to say that studying in SMK Bandar Sarikei has been the best time of my life. However, there are some suck-ass human being existing and i was too naive to only discover their existence after 2 years. Never at one moment i think that i was good-looking (nerdy-looking hairstyle, as thin as a stick, fair girlish skin). Somehow people look at me like i'm a macho man with lots of chicks to hang out with.For them, talking to a gal means flirting with her;walking with her means dating her, bringing her on a bike (btw,i'm a poor guy with a motobike nia) means bringing her to hotel. Rumours, rumours,rumours.This made me so hard 2 kao lui.
" I heard people say u're very 'flower-hearted' ah?change gf all da time"
" ....? What...?Who?"
" No need to know la...i'm sorry...i dun think it's da right time"
" It's ok" (my heart says : U idiot la. I din even do anything. Who's tat motherf*cka?pergi mati la....)
This is da power of BIG MOUTH. It greatly overcomes da power of love. i was a poor guy anyway. I learnt to ignore these people n become myself. I learnt to live in a society with true human beings. I realised that the older i get, the harder it is to trust someone. True friends get lesser, big mouths increase tremendously.
I thought INTEC would be a better environment, u know, more intelligent people (kononnya all straight A1's students-the chosen ones) . In the end, they're worse, even bigger mouths talking bigger nonsense. Ignoring them have been the happiest thing 2 do in INTEC. I lived my life. So what if they got straight A1's?Study ur bloody books la, why care about other people's business. Siao eh.
IMU....same la.aduh.no need 2 repeat stories.i'm already immuned 2 it anyway.thank god.
But one thing i cannot stand is that even my close friends talked nonsense about me n my lovely gf. I really dun understand why they wanna care so much about us. thanx for caring, friends. But if u dun have good things 2 talk about, just shut ur big mouth n save it for better things like eating shit. Dun piss me off. Somehow people prefer 2 gossip about other people's business than caring about their own business. I think they r really pathetic. U have a life, friends. Live ur life meaningfully n leave other people's business alone. Anyway, forgiving them is the only thing i can do because i can't shut people's big mouth.i forgive u la,give u face a bit. Whatever bad things people talk about my gf n i, they never have any impact on our relationship, because we're more mature than they are. we grow stronger because they makes us trust each other more. Thank u, friends.
If u think H=BM does not fit ur thinking, do tell me and explain it to me. I would like to change my view on human beings one day.I really wish to.

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